Happy Mother's Day Mom!!!

Mom, I know this is belated, but:

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM!!!

I'm sorry I couldn't be there back in Malaysia to celebrate Mother's Day with you. Lots of things that I want to share with you about my life now but I guess sometimes we are just too caught up with our hectic schedules. And other times I just don't know where to begin.

Sometimes I am really caught unawares when I receive your smses or emails, and everytime I receive them I feel bad for not calling home often. I am sorry for not being a fillial son that I should be... Sometimes, I just don't know what to talk to you all over the phone, when my life has become so different and in a way, detached from all of you. But everytime I call home I always feel a certain warmth in my heart even though we are talking about nothing of particular importance. And I guess sometimes I am scared to call home, scared because I am afraid I will get homesick.

It's been quite some time since our whole family could have some quality time together, with Geat up in Penang and me here in Singapore. I really do hope we all get to travel together someday. Do enjoy your time in Australia with dad and the 2 girls! Really hoped to go along.

Gee, despite this blog entry seeming rather short, it has taken me quite some time to write. I'm just lost for words sometimes in these matters. But I want you to know that no matter what happens in my life, you are still my mom, and I still love you.

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A Song For Mama

by Boyz II Men

You taught me everything

And everything you’ve given me

I always keep it inside

You’re the driving force in my life, yeah

There isn’t anything

Or anyone that I can be

And it just wouldn’t feel right

If I didn’t have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me

When skies were grey

Whenever I was down

You were always there to comfort me

And no one else can be what you have been to me

You’ll always be, you always will be the girl

In my life for all times

Chorus:

Mama, mama you know I love you

Oh you know I love you

Mama, mama you’re the queen of my heart

Your love is like

Tears from the stars

Mama, I just want you to know

Lovin’ you is like food to my soul

You’re always down for me

Have always been around for me even when I was bad

You showed me right from my wrong

Yes you did

And you took up for me

When everyone was downin’ me

You always did understand

You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times

Looking back when I was so afraid

And then you come to me

And say to me I can face anything

And no one else can do

What you have done for me

You’ll always be

You will always be the girl in my life

Chorus

Never gonna go a day without you

Fills me up just thinking of you

I'll never go a day without my mama

Chorus

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Love,
Fei

~To the greatest mom in the world =)